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Wednesday, January 17, 2001
11:26 a.m.

Muzak: sweet silence.

Well, I hate to say we told you so. Why am I so not surprised at this outcome? We've been having those crocodiles in the cabinet for decades now. Our president swore to be rid of them. Prob is - the president happens to be in with the crocodiles after all. Oh OW, the PAIN, the SHOCK.
Frankly, I'm not totally in shock of the outcome. I'll just sit back and watch the events unfold. If Estrada still won't resign...well, boo-hoo. Bear with it. Yes, you hear me - just bite your lip and hold your tears. Face it, a majority voted him into office. This is the pitfalls of democracy - he was the people's choice. You voted for him, you stick with him through thick and thin. Sure, you can try to oust him legally but if that doesn't work, c'est la vie. Learn from your mistakes, bite that tongue and just work your way out from the mud. The next election is in two years anyway. The country can start anew from there.
Political B.S. indeed.

New Layout coming in a couple of days. Wait it out, minna. :]

 

Monday, January 15, 2001
10:14 p.m.

Muzak: Misao-chan (my compy)'s humming

Xiao Yu and Hwoarang my foot. Hwoarang and Jun, now we'll be talking. Take THAT, NJ. Ha!

After about 6 months or more of not buying any anime or manga goodies because of the clowcards at Kinokuniya - I spent most of my savings today at Pondok Indah Mall. In my possesion are three Indonesian-translated manga (volumes 6 and 7 of Card Captor Sakura, 'Miss Rain' by Naoko Takeuchi) and two VCDs: City Hunter, and Trigun.

Trigun is WONDERFUL, nuff said. Vash rules. I think I see a kinship between Meryl and I...thats a little creepy.

Me: Meryl's like me, isn't she?
Mica: She's so MUCH like you it's scary!

I'll watch City Hunter tommorow. Wai! Wai

 

Monday, January 15, 2001
08:40 a.m.

Muzak: 'Black' by Siam Shade

My mind feels funny thanks to that idiot, NJ over the phone. If I had known what he'd say about Tekken and character relations -- Brrr. *shudders*

What the hell is he thinking, pairing...*screams* XIAO YU AND HWOARANG UP?!

Me: Isn't that pedophilia?!
NJ: Xiao Yu isn't a kid.
Me: She has a sixteen year old's body with the soul and mind of someone younger than Mica! Put her with Hwoarang, I think he'll just steal her candy and make her cry like a baby!
NJ: They'd still look cute together...
Me: You don't know what you're talking about, go down and have breakfast! *starts muttering* Draco and Harry, Draco and Harry, Draco and Harry...
NJ: Xiao Yu and Hwoarang--
Me: --You-don't-know-what-you're-talking-about--*strangled voice*

 

Sunday, January 14, 2001
12:34 a.m.

Now Listening to: Seraphim Call 2nd End Theme

I've been curious about Seraphim Call since I saw a poster of it in a Hong Kong anime magazine, A*Club. I'm a sucker for shoujo art, and I did get a good fill of the anime art right around here. That link is the ONLY English Seraphim Call page I've found on the web so far. Not even Anipike has a web listing for the series. Anyone know what the series is about, by any chance?

Wandering through blogs again, I skidded to a halt at Emiko's blog upon reading the very first sentence of her January 10 entry about Aoshi and Misao of Ruroni Kenshin. I'm a devout A&M fan that could not be argued with, it pains me to see either of the two paired up with anyone else. I cannot picture either of them with anyone else, I cannot picture their affections as anything other than that of romantic. They're just perfect for each other - they reign supreme as my favorite anime couple.

I haven't come across decent fanfiction about them lately. Must go through the aoshi-misao ml archives sometime...

I also have yet to read a good lemon on them. I've come across nicely-written ones, but the situations and characterizations usually left me dissatisfied with the ones I've read so far. Heck, that's the problem with a number of A&M fics I've read. The top boo-boos below:
1) Emotional Transition. Aoshi's cold exterior melts as soon as Misao's in his arms or as soon as he...uhm, makes Misao a real woman (*tries not to laugh*). Suddenly the moody dork of Aoshi from the RK series is this "Oh Misao, what I'd do for you...I love you..." loverboy. Aoshi certainly isn't an easy character to write for, ESPECIALLY in romantic situations - but I do doubt that the walls would just come tumbling down at a given second. Chip the walls, (or have the walls chipped, depending on outlook/storyline/time) reach certain even height, then break. That seems to be more satisfying.
2) Aoshi referring to Misao as childish, or saying so right to her face. I do doubt he'd do this. Thinking of Aoshi as the one who saw Misao grow up, I'd think he'd view Misao as someone who's taking her sweet time growing up rather than remaining childlike. I'd say he develops a wistfulness and attraction for Misao's young and carefree personality (see: anime episode where the Oniwabanshuu girls visit the Kamiya Dojo, a few episodes before Rasui).
Course, this is just me shooting my mouth off - if, in the eyes of another author, Aoshi thinks of Misao as childish...still, he would not say so to her face unless there was a very serious situation he had to deal with (ShiShio, for example, or maybe the dry cleaning bill of his trenchcoat ;)...ahh, the powers of stress. ;)
3) Misao maturing and losing interest in Aoshi. Actually, this would've been a good idea if not for its slight overusage in fanfics. This idea though, depends on presentation and arrangement in the fanfic itself. I think I prefer the idea of Misao being persistent to Aoshi...she's the only one, I think, who would really go out on a limb for him in a matter of life and death.
Course, I do not think Misao is Stalker Fangirl #1 in this round - Misao is persistent, yes, but she's also willing to make sacrifices for Aoshi's happiness. Even if the sacrifice is her love for Aoshi.

Hoboy. I think I foresee major editing, or deletion [out of regret] concerning this entry. Late nights warp my brain, yayyy--*yawns* Warped enough. Sleep beckons.

 

Saturday, January 13, 2001
09:39 p.m.

Muzak: Theme from Cutey Honey

Word of advice: Adrian, be careful what you wish for! My Cappuccino is a Golden Retriever...and as adorable as she can be, she's also the friskiest thing to have ever graced this world! Overly hyperactive as well...and needy. Having a dog is like adopting a kid or getting married, I swear. I'm MUCH too young to have done the above (oh please!), but from what I go through with these dogs I think I can understand the complaints about neediness and demanding obligations of the mentioned above.
Aww, but they can be fun. Exasperating, but fun. Now if only Cino could just not mark her territory at random areas INSIDE the house...she is just too sweet and adorable to get rid of.
The thing with Cino, is this: we think she's cute, adorable, and my sister is easy prey to her adorability. Cino knows this. You know how that blasted puppy asks for food at the dinner table? She doesn't beg. She slips her chin upon a human's lap, and blinks at them prettily in hopes to get food. More often than not, she does.
Sucker, sucker, sucker...
Whats that web clique, 'Slave to my Cat'? There ought to be one: 'Slave to my Dog'. I'd sign up right away.

For those people who've been reading my blogs regularly (if ever ^^;) - you'd probably noticed I've tinkered with a few entries below. Minor changes, teeny corrections here and there to protect the innocent.

And to save my arse. Hnh. ;p

Oh yes, I have email to answer. Patience, patience. I'm a little (such an understatement) slow with email. I'll get around to that. ^^; Sorry for the delays!

My brain, in the meantime - is fried. I spent most of the day at Arthayasa Stables, a place where I take up horsebackriding (I ADORE horses, yes I do! :D). Today, I was there to visit the horses, hang around the swimming pool area with Mica and NJ, and give my instructor a much belated christmas present. The latter, I was unable to do since she busy with her other students...the rest - I did, and enjoyed immensely. I can hardly wait for this coming Wednsday for my lesson. Yatta! :D

Shoot, my head is pounding. -_-;

 

Friday, January 12, 2001
09:07 p.m.

Muzak: nothing

Am the only one that enjoys playing voyeur with webpage trackers?

For those who come across this pita thinking you'll find mp3s or lyrics to anime or j-music - sorry, nada here. You can head over to J-seek.com and find tons of j-music lyrics and links to j-music mp3 pages though. Or for mp3s, I do recommend Napster.

Speaking of J-seek...Japanese band Judy and Mary (same band that sang the first Kenshin theme song) are disbanding soon. Aww...another one bites the dust. :[ T'was good while it lasted though.

 

Friday, January 12, 2001
10:56 a.m.

Muzak: none

I get a kick out of collecting international editions of my hobbies. Lessay...anime, for example. I couldn't help but get a Hong Kong Anime Magazine (A*Club) and a French anime magazine. I don't know, I find it - fascinating? amusing? One of those.
I am considering getting various translated Harry Potter publications. I already completed the British publications, I have book 1 of the American publication - and I was sorely tempted to snap up the Chinese publication during a stopover at Singapore Changi Airport. Being in Indonesia, and seeing a lot of print ads for Bahasa Indonesian translated version...welll, I'm still considering getting that as well...

I'm still searching for Harry Potter doujinshi. The Japanese fan art links leaves me craving for them even more.
NJ is also a Harry Potter fan, and he's visited the above link...I once explained to him about Comiket, and playfully requested that he try to look for Potter doujinshi for me. Specifically Draco x Harry.
Such a sweet boy, he said he'll see (he's moving to Japan this coming June, he'll be staying there for a few years) - but no way in hell is he purchasing or going near Draco x Harry. Dangit. xP

snippet of conversation:
NJ: I'll be sorely tempted to burn it--
Me: Noooo! Just send it to me! I'll like it!

I am a sick individual. Oh yes I am. :P

Ne, if anyone is brave enough to dwell in Potter fandom...can anyone recommend good Potter fanfiction? I'm afraid of wallowing through fanfiction.net due to the vast amounts of Harry-Hermione fics I've encountered there. *grimace* Then there was this plain UNHOLY Draco Malfoy fanfic where he commits suicide because he's jealous of Harry. He wants to be a good little boy, he wants to be as loved as Harry. But he can't. So he kills himself.
I say - Leave those anti-heroes be! They're best left evil, they're adorable that way!

Hmph, now I'm pondering about a fanfiction page again...

Back to International editions of various things. Theater fans anyone? You know, Broadway? Well, I came across this 'Rent' page where they have the songs from the Japanese version of the play. It can be viewed right here. I enjoyed hearing 'Five Hundred Twenty-five Thousand, Six Hundred Minutes' in Japanese, then singing parts of it at the breakfast table for my Mom's amusement (she's a Rent fan too). Thanks WhiteCat-san, for it's from her links where I happened to stumble upon the page. ^^
Maybe I ought to encode the 20th Anniversary Les Miserables concert finale...the one where one Jean Valjean from various world productions (Britain, Poland, Germany, France, and Japan) sang a line from 'Do You Hear the People Sing'. It started from English, then the next line was sung by...letsay the Valjean from the German production, so it was sung in German.
The Japanese Valjean was quite odd, in my opinion. The Japanese language doesn't suit the tune of it, as my Mom remarked. It sounds like a murmur, doesn't do much for the patriotic mood of the song.

Now I want to listen to my Rent CD...where the heck is it...?

 

Thursday, January 11, 2001
09:26 p.m.

Muzak: none again

I tinkered with a new index for my 'collective', but the results were not so good...so I'm back with a blank screen and wondering how else to design it. I haven't touched that homepage in months, and I'm itching for a makeover. Plus, I need to redo my concept...yes, it is a collective: but a mere collective of serial experimenting with html (whee, Lain...). Maybe someday I'll really finish some of the more in-depth character shrines or whatnot, but I've always just played with the code and graphics - I do not take managing my web page too seriously. I have the obligation to make note of that as to thwart serious surfers who do hate coming across dead ends, broken links and plain crap. I do know how those surfers feel...and ehehehe, I am my own enemy. Isn't that a dandy?
I like webpage designing, I wouldn't mind taking it professionally...but I wonder if I'm cut out for it. My layouts are not as 'wow' or cutting edge as other pages I've seen, my toying around with graphic applications reveals a lot but not enough. I dunno, I once considered web design as a line of work...do I dare? Should I?

The future again. I've been thinking too much, and I've been having email discussions with a certain close friend of mine about the future - that topic is a little weary, but who could stop thinking about it? Even if I managed to, it'll be just right there.

Manga Art.com, with its listing of manga artists and wonderful shoujo manga scans is making me itching for a Kinokuniya manga spree. I haven't had that since I bought the Clowcards. Yet money's still tight, and I'm crossing my fingers for a PS2 within this year...depending on the mother's say. Are there any bugs in DVD of PS2, I wonder? That DVD feauture is the only reason my mom's agreed to buy the console. Course, reports of the bugs in the system have delayed my mom's purchase...here's hoping she won't be changing her mind...-_- I want my Pocket Fighters, DDR, and Xenogears. ASAP.

 

Wednesday, January 10, 2001
11:43 a.m.

Muzak: none

From Adrian's blog entry, I wandered onto Mizu's blog, and read that entry about her father. My mom does the same thing...quite often, in fact. Like most Mothers, I assume, My mom is the goddess of all that should be neat. 'Neat', 'Organized', 'Clean', are of course - relative terms...and my Mom and I certainly disagree as to what the definition should be. I think two Sundays or Saturdays out of a month, my Mom starts snarling at me and pointing at piles of clutter on the floor, on my bed or wherever else and threaten to break the computer lest I get to those chores first.
I can't protest though. She annoys me when she gets around to it, yes. I hate it especially when she starts picking on the mess in my room ("It is MY room...") - but I just can't bring myself to say anything. There's just that twinge of fear from her, but there's also this dominant factor of love and utmost respect.
My mom's single parent, you see. My sister and I have no biological father, the 'father' field in our birth certificates are left blank. My mom does not believe in marriage, but she wanted kids so she just hopped over to the hospital and arranged for artificial insemination. First there was me, then she had my sister four years after. In this family of three, there's just this bond I can't quite explain. Even in the most nervewrecking, despising moods of one family member or the other, no matter how much my mom or sis push me to the edge with ordering about, whining, or all of the above...in the end, all's forgotten. The grudges and anger just wane away after a period of time.

Either way - its normal for parents and their offspring to be somewhat distanced at a certain point in time. It's two different generations, and the new will always attempt to abolish the old.
Parents, will be parents. You live with them, and whether or not you get along with them - more often that not, you can't imagine life without them.

...Such thoughts I ponder when I have too much time to myself! ^.^;

 

Tuesday, January 9, 2001
09:35 a.m.

Muzak: 'Mirror' by Gackt (again? heehee - it is catchy!)

I'm reminded of the last time I was in Manila. I got a Gackt bookmark from Kuwami, and I was swooning over it the following day at the breakfast table. I show the bookmark to my mom...

Me: Isn't he cute~? *swoon*
Mom: *gets bookmark, then shows it to my little cousin* Girl or guy?
Little Cousin: Girl!
Me: *facefaults* Heyyyyy...

Make-up suits him. So what? Nasty mother of mine, hnh.

Lately I've been spending my Saturdays with this nicenice friend of mine, who shall simple be called NJ. He's a Japanese-American, was the year 12 student who took me to the Graduation Ball (^^')...and no, it's nothing serious between us. *glares at Benj* Just a FRIEND. Anyway, I get into interesting snipes with him. *giggle*

On Gackt:
Me: *retells the story about the Gackt bookmark and cousin, shows him the bookmark*
NJ: *looks at the bookmark, shakes his head* No comment.

baka baka...:P

On Weiss Kreuz:
Me: *sees a Weiss poster on a random comic book shop* Oh cool, they have Weiss here.
NJ: Weiss?
Me: Oh, its an anime about these guys that work in the flowershop by day, and moonlight as assasins.
Nojema: A flowershop by day? Assasins by night?
Me: Yep~
NJ: Okay...
Me: The anime is quite good, it helps that the guys are cute, *evil grin* but that's another story!

The Girls and Guys thing: (after ice skating at Anggrek)
NJ: Are you sure your ankles are okay?
Me: They're fine! A little numb, but fine - don't worry so much!
NJ: I can't help but worry! I mean, it's okay if guys get hurt...but if its a girl--
Me: *looks at him warily, leans towards him* May I hit you?
NJ: Yes?
Me: *slaps him by the head, hard* Sexist pig...*mutters*
NJ: Ow. @.@

(after watching Charlie's Angels)
Me: *enlightened smile on face* Ahhh...I feel overwhelming female empowerment. I have the urge to beat someone of the opposite gender up.
Micaela: *looks to my other side, where NJ is seated*
NJ: ...*rises from seat* Excuse me...

Such a fun individual. =)

I think Pitas.com is acting up. I cannot view my blog when the url is amichan.pitas.com, but if I view it by the url web.pitas.com/amichan - I can view it. The main page of pitas is taking a little more time to load than it usually does. I wonder what's going on. Site traffic perhaps?

I'm still bored.

 

Monday, January 8, 2001
12:02 p.m.

Muzak: wait...ack, not SPEED again...*switches to next track on mp3 player* ahhh, Heaven's Drive by L'arc~en~ciel

Yes! Emails done! Yatta! *claps hands happily* I feel better now! I saw a doctor about my frequent headaches, he just told me not to swim for a week (ick) and gave me a couple of antibiotics. I better take them regularly. Though medicines are not my bestest friends.
The house is MINE. *evil laugh* My sister is out at school, Mom's at work, the dogs are at my mercy...and the pembantu (maid)'s back. That's less housework for me to do. Vacaaationn...

Yet in spite of it all~ I'm bored.
How ironic.

My hands hurt from typing all those emails and this blog. I better go. ^.^'

 

Thursday, January 4, 2001
01:25 p.m.

Muzak: Kumori Nochi Hare by Siam Shade

Archived, yay. As if I wrote anything over the holidays...its actually an excuse to get rid of that sorry Oh My Goddess layout. I have done Peorth-sama little justice. ;_; Sano, Kenshin and Kaoru are cute though, ne?

I'm not in the best of moods. I don't know whats wrong with me, maybe it's post-holiday syndrome, hormones (--;), or just my usually extended patience failing to work. I've been excessively moody and depressed lately, a sort of mindframe I'd rather not have when blogging, writing email, socializing, whatnot. Reality just bites at the moment...I'm not sure what to do with myself until this blows over.

For those I still owe email too - wait, matte, tunggu~ please? ;_; I'd prefer to be appear more approachable when corresponding with other people, my current state of mind is definitely not that. Feel free to email me if you wish, but it'll take time to reply.

*sigh* All in all, I think I just need to get out of my house and get a break from my family. More sleep isn't out of the question too...though I'm a happy insomniac, usually. Maybe it's the weather at work; cloudy days and rain do wonders for the soul.
I really DO NOT know. Ick, ick, ick. Ja minna. --;

Mia Marci :: otherwise known as Ami, Miyami, and various other netnicks.
Fangirl, high school student, dreamer.
Filipina, resides in Indonesia, speaks fluent english and has a working knowledge of tagalog. Currently learning Bahasa Indonesian and Japanese
Likes anime, manga, books, designing, writing, j-music, and chocolate

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